7 best days in guwahati

I don't remember  if i was sad or shocked ...so badly of any thing happen in my life.......but something happened......

i don't remember if my eyes were wet for some one who left this world so sudden

but yes i do........

he is no more between us..he is no more ..around us.......but he was ...and he is  within us.....

today i called avinash ....to ask about something..and he said...mahesh..you know..bikash dad is no more.....???

for a while i don't believe if he took bikash name or some one else..

for some time i don't believe my ears if i heard..what he said....

but it was true.today ..one of my best friend bikash lost his father........

i woke up with the sound of water falling  from the running tape in the kitchen...it was cold winter in Delhi....the floor was chilled like an ice sheet...all three in same blanket..sleep together..on the floor..watching towards the one and only window  in the room..n waiting for the sun to rise....

me..avinash ..and bikash stay together..i use to work in shangri-la hotel..avinash in cafe coffee day..and bikash also in shangri-la hotel but different out-let..

i never being to guwahati after the exams ....but there was something still i left behind...so i asked bikash ...hie bro iam planning to go guwahati in this vacation..what u thing..but problem is i don't know any one there,,who can accommodate me..there..

bikash listening this he invited me to his house in guwahati..he said don't you worry u just go..my uncle will pick you from air port.

 so planned and i shoot for guwahati..i went in indigo,airlines.it was also my first time in aeroplane..so i was excited in many ways.

after i reached guwahati..i come out from airport..bikash uncle was waiting for me out....i can still remember his smile ..he was on his face while looking and waiting for me..
so in his bike we head towards his house..when i reached..bikash ..house.i was welcomed by bikash dad...and mom as if..iam there second son......it was good feeling inside.
bikash have have two little sweet sister.. chinki..and tutu...as cute as there name..
they cared me so...much i sure...no one can expect from a unknown family..they took me too bikash bedroom...it was nice and comfortable...everybody was busy doing there best for my comfort...
i can still remember those days of 2006..............................................................................................................................
i was shy....but they never let me uncomfortable..in there little world....bikash uncle was my only friend there.......he was so sweet..and kind...bikash younger sister tutu..ahahahaha.what should i write about her...first time i missed one younger sister looking at her..she was so innocent.....out of 10 things ..she use to ask me 8 times about her brother bikash..
chinki..bikash other younger sis...quite by nature..but talk much with her eyes..from first day her eyes was in my very small miniature bible..which i get from Chennai..


aunty.. bikash mom..if i close my eyes n remember her,,then her dimples..when smile...and her habit of asking always..mohes khana acha hai????.........now if i take about bikash dad..my writing will never ends....he was in Assam police...but by looking at him..or by his talk u wont ever feel..he is in police..so decent ..soft spoken...a friend at the age of above 50...i have see lots of care and love for bikash in his eyes..


he use to said..i just want my son..happy..let him do..what ever he likes..till he happy...when ever he use to talk about bikash..he use to say..my bikash....wow i love that..dad son love..looking at bikash love for his dad and his dad love for bikash..my respect for my parents grow more...
i was there for only 3 days .but i spent 7 days due to there love and care..that family was very simple..but very rich at love...for others and each other within the family...
the day come when i was living from there..i see tears.in eyes of all .....that very sad moment for me....i never felt ..i was out of my family..for those 7 days.i forget all for those 7 days of my life in guwahati.....i don't know  why i was crying when i don't want to for some unknown...after going for a while .in a curve i lost that house...that love...and those beautiful people...for ever.....



today i just open my Facebook..and looking at those words by bikash..i was lost in those love again

Bikash Kumar Bhagabati

Amidst all hustle he laid silent without a single sign of movement.I felt on my forehead a cold feel of touch when the world around me stood numb as a gave my last bows to dad.he left this world last saturday(10 th sep).please pray for him so that his soul rest in peace.My mind wont let me to believe but this is the fact.God give me the strength to bear all this




we love you...we will miss u always.........god give that family 
strength to stand again




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